You ever just feel like you want to vent, spew out feelings like there’s no tomorrow? Scream and pull your hair out? Somedays I really think people have chewed on lead paint as children. Then I remember not everyone has common sense. I’m glad I’m smarter than some people and a lot nicer for that matter.
I don’t think I’m capable to love anyone other than my children. I may not have wanted this second baby but when I dream about him/her the more I want him/her in my arms and that is just enough love for me. ❤
I need to be free
I need to find myself.
I have to protect my children;
They’re all I’ve got &need
..I’m tired of the hot/cold games. I’m tired of being treated as an option. Somedays I wish that I had never met you 7 years ago.
I’m about to fuck up in the only way I know how…
So I was kind of worried about this year… I was worried about my son, work stuff, where I lived, getting my license..etc.
I was in a relationship for nearly three months in 2012, my boyfriend at the time was verbally abusive to me and emotionally abusive too. He acted like he could care less if we were together really, threatened to end things multiple times, and even seemed like he wanted it all a secret. So in December.. I broke up with him.. he acted fine at that point like whatever, and I had even heard he was already looking to replace me. Well I got back with the man that I’ve been in love with for 6 years, the timing feels right so we figured well why not? My ex did not like this and begged me to take him back denied the negative things he had done to me, and tried filling my head with bullshit. I didn’t fall for his mind games (apparently he wanted to propose to me?!?) and honestly I can say I’ve never been happier.
I work at a new amazing job now and I think things are falling into place for me and I am so grateful for it.
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Have you ever loved someone so deeply that nothing could erase the memories?
So deep that it could erupt volcanoes, move mountains, create new rivers?
Patience is the key to happiness is what my first ever fortune cookie I opened said and for the first time I am actually able to see this. I am so blessed to be loved by this man :)
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Ending our 8 year friendship because I’m not a perfectionist like you? because I have a little less optimism and am more of a realist than you? I was there to pick you up out of the dirt when you literally had nothing. You dis your hometown because a majority of people are dirtbags, well you’re including me in that and guess what—when you’re a bottom feeder and on welfare it’ll be my turn to snub you.
All that glitters isn’t gold & I’d rather be dirt poor than to have a billion gadgets and fancy shit/
somedays i try way too hard. i don’t want to be an option; make me a priority. i shouldn’t be second to ANYONE. get it got it good..
I’m just plain blown away at the people in my hometown. My ex is a fucking Rape-O and people think I’m a bad mother. Honey I earned my shit too—calling me a worthless scumbag on facebook isn’t going to solve YOUR problems and neither is taking it out on me. <3
I’ve never felt more free than I do in this moment.
To hear a few weeks ago that my ex had a disease and could’ve given it to me—then to find that hey it was a lie—I’m completely clean; has never been such a relief.
This summer is going to be about living it up and letting go of the past burdens holding me down. I’m going to do everything. I am going to ride motorcycles, four wheelers, go to Darien Lake-SixFlags, go to a haunted asylum, and just Carpe Diem.
I’m single, I’m free, and I am me. <3